its real dat when days passes by...distance and relationship in between 2 person 'll slowly turn plan...less topic 2 crap about...its a painful feelin when dat person was once who k bout u so much..played wif u so much...means so much 2 ya...but coz of sumtin happened n he/she turned so cold 2 ya...very very cold...in de pass when eva he saw ys..he'll b vry happy...but now...weather u on9 o nt he oso don k o mind...jus send a smile 2 ya..n don reply ya 4 minutes...in de pass...if i don reply in minutes he'll gt mad n said makin his disappointed...n sad..n said don wana waste tym waiting on my reply...but y..i owasy wait 4 his reply 4 so long i oso don complain n y he did dat 2 me?y all de tym i gt de patient n y he dont?y m i de one oways wait 4 everytin n everyone..but others jus don hav patient on me?? why?? can i noe dat?i can feel dat now if i don even reply his PM he oso don mind...coz i noe he don even k bout me...in his mind..all he gt is his gf..beloved gf...no more baby imoto of his...last tym is his baby gal...den best fren...den gf...n me?? i dono...no more lyk he used 2 b..no more...so pain..n so hurt...all i wish is a person b wif me...but y no one can b wif me??D left so far..ppl though he's my bf..but we nv on...all de tym i was de one callin him n sms him..y cant he b de one do so?? i noe last tym he did dat..n now is my turn??even on my bday he oso don call me o sms me 2 say happy birtyhday 2 me...i was hurt..but i don mind n don show it on my face...coz i don wan my fren 2 gt sad over me..since itsa happy nite4 all of us...i noe..in de end i gt him n he said dat 2 me..but...sound nt sincere de...izzit so shy n hard 2 tel me sentance lyk dat? he still gt feelin on me?? i hope i can noe it clearly...n nt lyk now..keep on gueesing his feelins n thinkin...i really miss D...n wondering wat he's doin...but all these r useless...
its realy bored here...cant watch de anime i dl oso..coz sumtin worng wif my sound system...wanna watch TV oso cant...coz my CB n damn rude sis rampas de remode from me jus now..i was lyk" where do dis fukin kid cam from??" CB la...ppl holdin oso rampas from ppl....FUK FUK FUK...damn fukin kid...i hope i can slap her..but i jus don k much..coz i'm tired liao...CB ar..i hope she gt her lesson soon...i don wanna say much bout her..coz she been spoilt by de sam fukin old man...she rampas de remote den she don watch de TV afta all..she jus readin de damn newspaper...PUI la..budak lyk dis...CB punya ppl in my house...lyk father lyk daughter ar..damn real...both of dem really sam de...sam fukin ppl...PUI~!!!!
sumtymz i really think..i mpve out from hom is really de sam stayin at hom...u see hor..2 meals a day i need 2 look 4 myself...if i move out..only 3 meals i need look 4 myself...den hor..at home almost everytin wan me do..i move out oso sam bah...i moev out oso no ppl yell at me..rampas things wif me...no ppl scold..no ppl throw my things...no ppl use my things wifout asking...everytin on my own...go out late late oso no ppl scold...been kill oso no ppl k...nice huh? lolz..
ok la...feel so sien liao...stop liao...